Be{for[ev(H)er]}

Breathe after breathe I'll find peace of mind
Don't you see? I'm already calming down, right?
After all when a story ends is to start another one
As long as you're able to wait...right?

RIGHT?

Anxiety kills who's been won by life
(Who won the war I fought?)
Fear burns the future of who has lost in the past

During all my life
Every time I threw myself to catch each moment
And that way I only lost lots of them
While I rose again from dust
I wanted memories to be the only grip with reality
And the future to be the time for my dreams
I'll destroy building emptiness

And I wonder
What's the moment between death and life?
And I wonder: Why?
Are these moments so weak, so fragile?
And I wonder
What's the instant between love and...
How can I call this moment?

Time(?)...

Before ever there was darkness
Before Her, the cold promised me
That he'd have come back before
I'd have skimmed delight
Time, you freezed me
In this eternal sunrise eve
The tomorrow of a sunset
Which, you promised, will be forever

Not being
Increases my hunger of reality
Not moving
Increases fear and anxiety
Staring at the others
Increases my regrets
Not finding Her
Is the cause or the effect?

Freezed in cold steel
Grass of the hill
Waves of the sea
An extinguished sphere... and me
Blocked in the movements
Created by memories of a wind
I wait (gazing far away)
The one who will fix my instant

Damned adolescence
I lived a life to please everyone
And I created another one to stay
Beside that a rag of me which advanced
I thought you could lie and now I wanna get out of it
I see I need Her to enter my world while I wonder...

While I wonder
What's the moment between death and life?
While I wonder: Why?
Are these moments so weak, so fragile?
While I wonder
What's the instant between love and...
How can I call this moment?

Freezed in cold steel
Grass of the hill
Waves of the sea
An extinguished sphere... and me
Blocked in the movements
Created by memories of a wind
I wait the one who will fix my instant
(gazing far away)

and from far away she'll come
and the wind will start to blow
releasing every moment
I held there
So this other life will die
So my smiles will make some sense
And my words will have a goal
Finally clear

RIGHT?